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Your next installment of my Vlog is here and ready for viewing! In this week’s episode, I talk tattooing, Saturday drivers and why I am a big fat liar. Why is my bottom lip bruised and swollen? Watch my Vlog for FREE on ManyVids and PornHub to find out…
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I asked my fans to hit me with their questions and here is what I got. Enjoy the safe version of “Fan Questions” (the naughty version will be coming soon).
I generally don’t play music when taking selfies, but, hang on… all my clips are self shot so TECHNICALLY they are selfies! I have the most eclectic music taste, so brace yourself for the songs I love to play in the background while I am making content:
Don’t judge me… I was a musician in a past life so I have a very very broad and unusual combination of musical loves, but these 5 tracks pretty much cover the kind of stuff I enjoy listening to and that get me inspired to make stuff.
Good question. I have had alot of great experiences this year that have helped me grow, but the one that had the most impact involved my vanilla work life. I have been striving to progress in the organisation I currently work in and won a coveted position in a very high profile project. I was extremely excited by the potential gains from this employment, but it turned into a literal nightmare. I was reporting to a person who was a narcissist of the highest order, who absolutely slammed my experience, skills, knowledge and confidence on a daily basis. When the three month contract came to an end, I was incredibly relieved (I actually had a countdown calendar for the last month in the 7th layer of hell). Not only was I relieved, but it actually played havoc with my mental health for months afterwards, and the team and boss I went back to were incredibly gentle and caring as I recovered. What was the lesson I learnt? There is nothing that compares to having control in what you do and being surrounded by people who are supporting and encouraging. This experience made me realise that I actually don’t want to progress in the corporate world. I am much happier riding along in my position and building my business to a point where I can quit my job and make adult content full time. In my vanilla job, I will always be under someones thumb, and you can never guarantee that that person will use their power for good instead of malice.
Fitting that this question should follow the one above. My “dream job” has changed so much over my life and I expect it will continue to change as I get older and more cynical. There are specific things which give me great joy and that I have done in one form or another as work (making art, playing music, helping people, academia, animals and nature). I think the main thing is that I want a job where I don’t have to worry about making enough money to cover the things I want to do and that gives me the control in when/where/how I work. That is the real dream. I am currently enjoying my vanilla work as well as developing my adult content creation business. If I could solely do adult industry work and drop the other, I would have no hesitation in doing so. But, I must admit I like the comfort of a paycheck that I can rely upon. So until I am at a stage where I don’t have to worry about making enough to make ends meet, I will juggle the two.
This is going to sound very strange but you asked so I shall tell you. I am extremely afraid of small dead animals, particularly mice. I think this particular phobia came about as I grew up on a horse stud and we had a year when we had a mouse plague. If you have never had the honour of being present during such an event, honestly, count yourself lucky. We would open bags of horsefeed and have 10 – 20 mice jump out. Our sheds were full of them, and there were times when the ground was covered like a living, moving carpet. It was useless setting traditional traps so we rigged up some things to capture and kill as many mice as possible overnight. One of these things was a 44 gallon drum of water, which enticed the mice to climb on a tightrope type thing and then fall into the water and drown. We would kill 70 – 100 mice like this per night. Finding dead mice where you least expected them also happened regularly. I am pretty sure that this is the source of this phobia.
Once upon a time, I was dating a dude when I came upon the info that he was dating multiple women in town and across the globe, unbeknowst to any of them. I sorted out my commitments for the day, then went down to his sharehouse and knocked on the door till I was let in by his housemate. I removed all the items that I wanted to keep from the room that I had fully furnished before removing the mattress that I had purchased for him and smashing his bed. When he came to ask me what I was doing, I told him that if if he ever tried to speak to me again, I would slit his throat. When he began panhandling on the internet for a new bed, citing his crazy “friend” as the reason for his sleeping on the floor with no bedding, the Rem Sequence shitshow swung into action and shut his ass down, to the point where he deleted all his social media accounts. I will not be lied to, have my time wasted or made to look like a fool. He did all three, and got off relatively lightly. I bruised the bone in my ankle quite badly, where it took several weeks before I could walk properly again. I say that is a small price to pay to put a loser in his place. It is an example of how restrained I can be, in that his face did not end up in pieces on the floor.
Quite honestly, this is not something I do enough of! I always put it off because I am “too busy”, but I am finding more and more that if I don’t stop and do something nice for myself, I end up feeling very dark about the world. I practice taekwondo regularly which is a good self care activity. I makes me stop and be very very present. Because if I am not, I end up getting kicked in the face. The other thing I am getting back into right now is colouring in. I used to love it, and I would have a tonne of different books, sheets and pencils/textas/crayons to colour in with. I still have alot of supplies, and the other day when I needed some mental space, I decided to drag my stuff out and I loved it!
Reading is one thing I do every single day to relax before bed. I read for at least an hour a day and I guarantee that is where my skill of speed reading and my infinite store of irrelevant facts comes from. I have written another blog posts on my favourite authors which you should check out for a bit more detail on what I enjoy reading. But the books I love and that I read over and over and over again because they are so enjoyable and relaxing are mostly horror novels; “The Shining” by Stephen King, “Dracula” by Bram Stoker, “Frankenstein” by Mary Shelley are a few I read every year. But there are also some obscure books that I love and are in annual rotation; “Perfume” by Patrick Suskind, “Crash” by JG Ballard and “In Cold Blood” by Truman Capote are amazing pieces of literature that I come back to all the time.
I would have to say my favourite tattoo is my owl on my inner right forearm. He is just so beautifully drawn with amazing detail. He is an otherwordly owl, sitting on the skull of another bird. I was inspired to get him in that spot after having a dream about my tattooist tattooing him in that position. When you do some research on owls, you will find they are an extremely powerful symbol of intuition, and are also considered to be the gatekeepers of the other realm. It was a pretty memorable dream for me, and obviously something my subconscious was forcing me to acknowledge. So that back story coupled with how beautiful the design turned out makes it my favourite tattoos. But I do have a soft spot for birds of prey, so the eagle on my chest may just become my new favourite. We will see once that piece is done…
There are so many creative people I would love to work with in the adult industry. Not just models, but photographers, videographers and other production companies. In the US, there is my number 1 crush @thelwoolf, Michael Ramos of Broken Dreams studios and the guys of Developredeye Photography. My arty weirdness is drawn moreso to creatives in Europe including Sascha Billig, Dollhouse Photography, Peacemaker Art, Gunther Florennes and Dassy DX. I am on a mission to get to Europe in 2020 so that I can work with a bunch of these people and more. Visit my gofund me as part of my ManyVids services page to contribute and help me get there!
There is too much in the answer for this question to do it justice in a single paragraph of a blog post. It deserves an entire post dedicated to explaining why I continue to enjoy the company of men when they are so problematic in so many ways. Stay tuned for that one.
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The inaugural Australian X-Awards are set to hit Melbourne, Australia this weekend.
If you missed the previous memo, just letting you know that I am a finalist in three award categories to be announced at Chasers Nightclub on November 9; Fetish and Fantasy Provider, Adult Content Creator and Female Porn Star.
The awards cap off a stupidly big year for me, which has seen me go from strength to strength including appearing in international magazines, connecting with some amazing people and phenomenal growth in my online stores.
Yes, it is true, I will be attending the awards… I am really looking forward to the opportunity it will provide to raise the profile of independent content creators, such as your favourite big booty tattooed MILF.
My Vlog this week will be about my weekend in Melbourne surrounded by my beautiful industry friends and probably getting into some awkward situations. (Read my recent post, Big Booty Problems – Environmental Factors, to get a sense of what might go down!).
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I love reading. Ever since I can remember, I have had my face in a book. Libraries are some of my favourite places, but I also can’t go past a second-hand bookstore. There is something I get out of reading that no other activity can satisfy. The creation of internal worlds via words printed on a page has always seemed magical to me. The power of a book belies its unassuming exterior. The time I mainly read is before bed. I like to get in at least an hour a day. This level of reading for three decades has enabled me to read very fast, and yet still comprehend what I am looking at. Reading is definitely part of my nighttime routine and if I don’t do it, I feel completely out of whack. I read anything and everything, but here are my top five authors at this present time.
Hemingway is definitely in my top five. I have been in love with his writing since my teens. Yes, he is a misogynist, violently rejecting anything feminine, but his writing actually magnifies his vulnerability and I hear so much emotional pain and longing whenever I read him. It is a bizarre juxtaposition. My favourite books of his are “Fiesta (The Sun Also Rises)” and “The Old Man and The Sea.”
I am a horror fanatic, in movies, TV shows and books, and no one can write the genre better than Stephen King. His harnessing of the scary elements of everyday life is so effortless. The characters he creates, and the relationships between them, come to life so swiftly, that it only takes a couple of pages before I am whisked away. His writing is so well crafted that there are no missteps. My favourites of his are “The Shining” and “Needful Things” (although it kills me to whittle it down to two!).
John Updike has such beautifully descriptive prose and painfully vulnerable characters. It is hard to describe his style, but his books always leave me with a feeling of awe at his ability to capture emotion in everyday stories. The way he describes sex is just amazing and incredibly unique. My favourites of his are “The Centaur” and “Men and Women.”
I came upon Mo Hayder by chance. I was reading another crime novel and her name was a suggested reading (“If you liked this book, you may also like…”). Her style is thrilling and intense, following incredibly horrific cases her detectives pick up. Her books, which I cannot stop thinking about are “Skin” and “Tokyo.”
Finally, Clive Barker. An absolute horror mastermind with stories created in a complex and multidimensional world. His “Hellbound Heart” was the basis of the iconic “Hellraiser” franchise but many may not know his haunting and gripping style of story telling. One of the absolute masters of the genre, you must check out his “Books of Blood” including “The Midnight Meat Train.”
I cannot help but mention these authors who have had a lasting impact on me and are well worth the read: JG Ballard, Anais Nin, Gustav Flaubert, Franz Kafka, Albert Camus, Mary Shelley, Ian McEwan, George Orwell, Edgar Allen Poe, Truman Capote and Daphne du Maurier.
To be perfectly honest, when I came into sex work, I had had some pretty rough life experiences involving people. Being raised by sociopaths and having 2 long term relationships with abusive men will do that to you. Sex work has given me insight into the workings of people that, in the past, I took personally and never really understood. I don’t just mean as a woman relating to men, but with people in general. I have learned things about people and how we relate to eachother in a sexual context that I knew on a theoretical level, but these concepts have finally sunk in. Here are 5 very useful things I have learnt about relationships from doing sex work…
When you are a sex worker, you need to have firm boundaries. You have to know what you are willing to do and what you are not and not waver on this. There are a lot of factors in play though; you want to keep clients or develop trust with them, you want to make money, you want to remain safe. People will put pressure on you to change those boundaries if changing them will suit them better. But as with all relationships, sticking to your boundaries will help you in the long run, despite it being uncomfortable in the short term. For example, I will not respond to unsolicited messages without a cash tribute first. Some requesters do not respond to this well, but in the long term it saves me time talking to people who have no interest in spending money.
Following on from my point above, when you enforce your boundaries, some people don’t take this so well. Generally that is because they are hurt or embarassed by being rejected or being told no; they haven’t developed enough insight to accept responsibility for this so will lash out instead. With some people, it doesn’t matter how polite you are in saying no, they will be so hurt they will say stupid things like “you are ugly anyway.” Cool story, bro. But your response is illogical. In my opinion, it doesn’t matter who someone is, I don’t waste my time hand-holding people through their emotions. Unless they are paying me, that is…
Coming from a background of trauma and abuse, I am the first to admit that I have issues with abandonment. Sex work had taught me that people can come on very hot and heavy… but then be gone in the next 5 minutes. Maybe you will have radio silence for 5 months and then… BAM. They are back again, just as hot and heavy. This is not anything about me personally, but is about where people are at in their own lives. It helps me now to have no expectations about people. The fact is that people will say all kinds of things, and it doesn’t mean they are true or that they will happen. I trust actions, combined with patterns, above all else.
Lots of people are locked into certain patterns of behaviour because they are comfortable and known. Thinking about other ways of being is foreign and a bit scary. But, it doesn’t mean those other ways of being might actually be your preference. In this instance, I am talking about domination and submission. Some people have never role played these positions so have never experienced them. Many people tell me, well, I am a dominant. Are you really? Or is opposite a bit scary? If you could explore this with someone you could trust, would you?
You know how we think monogamy is a natural state for humans? And how we put so much emphasis on finding that one person to complete us? None of this natural. It is also how we have been conditioned since very young to view our intimate relationships. I believe it is used to maintain control of citizens as opposed to anything natural (more on this another time…). Sex work has shown me how relationships can be constructed differently, given open communication and opportunity to try different things. Love and sex are not the same things and are mutually exclusive. Society says otherwise which is extremely limiting for people who subscribe to this belief. It stops people being honest with themselves and eachother, which overall is unhealthy and unnecessary.
Sex work is many things, but I never expected it to change so many of my beliefs and assumptions. Intrigued to learn more? Then come over and say hi…
Being heavily tattooed, I get asked about my tattoos alot. Add in that I am a woman and a hot wife MILF and you can imagine the kinds of questions and comments I get.
My first tattoo was the Deftones White Pony silhouette on my upper back. My second was the Soulfly symbol in the classic tramp stamp position (if you haven’t guessed, I am a bit of a music lover!). Both of these were done by local bikie tattooists. Because of the stuff up in colours of my Soulfly tattoo (and a really bad job which left me scarred), I decided to switch it up and find another tattooist.
After this, I had two tattoos done by Fran Dragonlady out of The Tattoo Gallery in Adelaide and her own shop in Mount Barker. She did a portrait of my dog Quila and a twist on the traditional Phoenix that I found in a painting online.
It was then about 5 years till my next tattoo and I found another female artist to do my left upper sleeve which is My Little Ponies Pinkie Pie, Rainbow Dash and Kimono, taken from the page of a colouring book. This was done by Nicole Draegar, who now tattoos out of Melbourne, Victoria.
Due to Nicole moving to Melbourne and me being stuck in little old Adelaide, I went on a search to find another artist and came upon the amazing Simone-Clare Hede. At the time she was tattooing out of Progression Tattoo in Unley. She put together a fabulous design for my upper right arm based on Disney. This part of my arm includes Sleeping Beauty (wearing a blue gown because that was the main one she wore), Alice in Wonderland, Snow White eating the infamous apple and the evil Queen from the same movie, holding out the box in which she demanded the Huntsman bring back Snow White’s heart. Yes. I like the macabre.
Simone also did my lower forearm, bringing my whole arm together in a full sleeve. My lower forearm has a totem pole of a deer, fox and raven. For the reason behind this tattoo, watch Lars von Trier’s “Antichrist.” I promise it will be worth it. When I was trying to work out what to put on my inner right forearm, I had a dream of Simone tattooing a big owl on there, so that is what I ended up doing. This is an original piece by her, and the combination of the owl on a skull is about intuition, wisdom and the thin veil between this world and the next.
I had my lower left forearm and inner left bicep finished with the crazy good art of Amy Piscitelli from House of the Black Flamingo. It is actually her take on the Four Horseman of the Apocalypse and the Lamb of God. The kids who think they are just rare My Little Ponies are adorable.
Currently, I am in the middle of a chest piece, again by Simone who now tattoos out of her own studio House of Daggers in Adelaide. She was the obvious choice due to the amazing work she has done of all types of birds.
Stay tuned for part two of this wacky adventure…
Hello, welcome to all that is Rem Sequence, and the multidimensional, Also unique and uncompromising bag of skin which is me.
I am an artist, musician, writer, model, martial artist, academic, photographer, filmmaker, political commentator, philosopher, and psychological scientist and also an adult content creator like no other.
My work lies on a spectrum and from avant garde art nude to pinup beauty to grunge goddess.
My client’s describe me as sensual, and intelligent, thorough and sensitive to their individual desires. First I enjoy bringing to life many different kind of fantasies, from the girl next door to the imposing warrior queen in charge of your darkest dreamscapes.
The genres/kinks/fetishes that I cater to include:
Femdom
Findom
Humiliation
JOI/JOE,
Foot fetish
I am continually exploring new, unchartered territory and always welcome a foray into the unknown. Because of my professional background in music and art production, you can expect content of an extremely high quality.
But I am a passionate lover, an aggressive fighter, a deep thinker and a lover of the dark. I enjoy my solitude and thrive off of silence. I have exceptionally high standards that I hold myself to, and have no qualms about cutting off those who do not rise to my expectations.
For those who love their objective details, I am Australian of German heritage. But I am also a Scorpio and a child of the 80s. Lover and protector of children and animals, I prefer my coffee black, no sugar. A former horse trainer, I have ridiculously strong forearms and quads to match. Fact: my kicks break bones. Blonde hair, blue eyes, peaches and cream complexion.
